So... since we have been here in Missouri for 10 months now, which honestly seems like 10 years, my mind races and races to try and figure out a WAY OUT. Maybe some of you didnt know that i worked for the BNSF for 13 years and decided i wanted to quit and start my family and change careers. Well i did ALL of that however one big glich in my plans my so called new career didnt work out as i had hoped i ended up getting pregnant 3 months into my assistant program and couldnt handle standing on my tired aching feet for 12-14 hours a day, so i quit. 15 months later i decided to assist again making a whopping 10$ an hour just enough to cover babysitting fees. Long story short I quit,we moved and im miserable! So i contacted my old local chairman with the Railroad and asked if i could get my job back half joking half serious thinking there is no way in hell it would happen I mean who quits a seniority based union job and 4 1/2 years later wants it back AND thinks they'll get it back!
That leads me to today. Im waiting nervously for an answer as to whether I will be granted the unthinkable (my job) What will I do with the kids? What about jeff? he's here and i would be there! alone. I'm thinking my chances are about 10% I know i should be more optimistic but I dont want to get my hopes up too high. So that is what is going on in my world THIS second. I've been praying and praying for good news, i will try and accept the bad news if that is what is meant to be.
PS...I can feel finn move ON THE OUTSIDE of my tummy..so fun
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